Happiness - in Insane Times


I feel deep Happiness

a Huge Gift

for Me 

In

These Insane Times

Deep Pain

Huge Anger

within Me

Today (yesterday and tomorrow and next week and...)

and

In My Autistic

Strange World

of Major Uncertainty

-

I try, seriously try

to Minimize the Harm

I push Onto Others

I care about

as well as within Myself,

Meanwhile

I remain

The Energizer Rabbit (or Gopher)

Bounding Ahead

Seeking to Support

and Motivate Others

Resisting, Deeply Resisting

The Horrific Genocide

The Terrible Narcisistic Threats

Pushed Deeply

Onto and Into - Others

Not Deserving

as they are

Struggling



We or is it I

have a Large Opportunity

to Do My/Our Best

with Joy, Celebration

Potlucks

Kind Words

Smiles

Praying, not Preying

Ahead

Hoping, Being, Doing


Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Big Girls Don't Cry

BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY My father (Menachem) Imanuel Marx died Friday, November 13, 1964, when I was 13 years old.    My mother woke my brother and I up with the news early that morning.    We went to the hospital and saw him for the last time. I didn’t cry then.       Daniel and I went to school that day.   I didn’t tell anyone. Two days later at the funeral, I was still being “a man” (i.e. not crying).   Until I was in my second men’s group around age 31, I didn’t allow myself to cry .    I rationalized this by saying to myself:   “ How does x compare with the death of my father ?”. I am self-identified as a   Jewish man .    Growing up that meant being intellectual and not emotional .    Our Sabbath dinner was the only time in the week, when we couldn’t read at the table.    While I was “schooled” on feelings through my men’s work (, most significantly through helping co-found M...
Read more

Table of Contents and More

  Table of Contents and Much More   PARTIAL  - TABLE OF CONTENTS + More https://www.georgemarx.org/ - My Personal Blog https://www.workingtowardsendingracism.org/ -  My Anti-Racism Blog https://www.wm4j.org/- ( White Men 4 Justice )  My effort to help white men tie in with and support the efforts of others (as well as ourselves) working to build a loving, just world https://joinmerj.org/  -  MERJ - Men for Equity and Reproductive Justice Caring White Men Sharing Together  - http://www.caringwhitemen.com/ EXCELLENT FREE VIDEOS https://www.georgemarx.org/2024/03/excellent-videos-no-cost-to-watch.html -- A.    P E R S O N A L     W R I T I N G S   1.  B O O K   (+ MORE)   R E V I E W S  -   R A C I S M http://www.workingtowardsendingracism.org/2023/04/resources-updated.html 2.   R E P R O D U C T I V E    J U S T I C E htt...
Read more

Judaism - Israel - Palestine - All Eleven Parts Together (Warning - Very Long) (Graphics didn't Copy Over)

Image
  As I begin this writing, MSNBC’s (muted) screen says: Trump, What’s Happening to Me is a Form of Navalny  (or similar) That, perhaps is a metaphor for this writing!   A Most Privileged white man, who sees himself as “THE Victim”.   This man lives in fear – manipulated and bullied by his father.   His Sadism and Narcissism – and its Impact upon so many others reflects – both his Incredible Privilege, as well as Anger and Hatred – arising out of his fears, most of which I know little or nothing about.  (5:35 a.m. – Wednesday, February 21, 2024) --- Judaism, My Judaism – its impact upon me is, I hope, an interesting story.   This is a personal story.   You, the reader, can jump ahead and learn more about me at any time if you go to Part I – of this writing – where I began writing – at:  Judaism-Israel-Palestine: Part I – at:  https://www.georgemarx.org/2024/01/judaism-is...
Read more