Unsettled!

 

To Be Unsettled in This Moment

may be most understandable

or Not.

I’m Troubled – by a Most Troubling Conversation

Being Myself

Being Questioned

Being Doubted

While Feeling Deep Sadness

knowing

A Lot of – Perhaps Nothing

At Times – A Lot

Zigzagging- to a Perhaps

“Different Drummer”

&* - I am – Very High Energy,

Though

In this Moment

Am – Sedated – with Memories

Regrets, along with Hopes

Scared – Perhaps

to Initiate Meaningful Change

Hoping – Perhaps Unrealistically

To Help – Build – Really Build Up

That Which – hasn’t so far – Been

Been – What Either One of Us

Really Wanted

Being Polar Opposites

is Most Challenging

When the Heart Connection

Seems to Almost

be Lacking – any Heart

Caring Matters Little –

When – “the Other”

Doesn’t Feel Cared For

Tears of Sadness

Real Tears

The Ties – the Connections

Feel Really Deepening

and Even Deep,

Except – Not – The One Place

Which Really Matters

Tis so – so Easy

To Counsel – Another

While Wanting Counsel

Reaching Inside of

Silly Me

Patience

Requires me to Deeply Listen

Hoping

Really Hoping

for being on The Road

The Road to – Fulfilling

Some – a Meaningful – Sum

Of Lingering Sand

In the Wind

Tears – Sadness – Hope

It is

It will be

……

12/14/2024