My Saddest Day

Today was the saddest day I've ever had.

I had a tremendous loss today.
Picking up the pieces
Doing the best that I can
I've cried a lot of tears
Mostly Silently
My life will never be the same
I hope that things will work out as best they can
I appreciate the gift of life that I have
I am thankful.
I am very Sad
Though it feels necessary
I wish that I did not cause so much pain
I wish that I had done better
I am very Sad
It won't be easy in the days ahead
I will do my best
Thank you for listening!

I will move forward tomorrow and thereafter


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