Am I Ready?

For most of my life,

I have been in a Deep Sleep

I survived, but

really only Survived

Depression

and

Limited success

and Similar

Showed Clearly

That
I was not Ready

Recently
I Woke Up
Out of
My Slumber

I Thought

That I was Finally Ready

New Revelations
Frequently

Told Me

That Now

I was Ready!

However,

a Deep Sleep

Ending

and

a New Awakening

Doesn't mean
That I was
Fully Awake

Am I now Ready?

No

I hear More
Much More

Sometimes

I am Awake

or is it

Partially Awake?

Will I ever be Ready?

Well,

That Depends.

Do You Mean

that

I will be

"There"?

If so, No

I will Never
be Ready

I hear More
Yes

But,

My Heart Always
has More
to Open
(Further)

Perhaps
Someday
I will be
Ready

but Then
it will be
Accepting
The End

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