Have I Gone Over the Hill

Have I gone over the hill

beyond the point

of return?

I hope not

but

Time will show me

my path forward

A continuation

Moving Forward positively

or

A big and difficult change

I am sad

I am concerned

Much is at stake

Have I gone over the hill?

I do not now know

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